Sunday, June 27, 2010

心底话.

不能否认我最近都不是很开心
也许..
我不开心也没有多少个人会理解到我的感受
压在心里只会使我觉得更加难受
所以我选择了到这里发泄出来
只希望有人会把我的不开心给分担一些..
因为这里就是我最好倾诉心事的地方了
我真的想不到有什么会比这里还要适合
就连我最希望他会理解我感受的人
他却不知道我要的到底是什么
一句话一个道理如果重复的说了好几篇
到最后得到的却是同样的错误
是不是会很累?
有些东西我发觉就算再讲对于你来说也不会有什么改变了
至少
但至少你要学会怎样懂得尊重你身边在乎你的人
我不喜欢的东西尽量别去做这样会很委屈你吗?
对,问题出现了
你不应该只懂得逃避
往往问题就只有我在提出
而你却静静的听我说..一点回应也不给我
难道这样会好点吗?
我不是要吵架明白吗
只是继续隐藏下去问题会变的更大
我只知道这样下去我是真的继续不到
现在的你跟我以前认识的你好像不大一样了
你答应过我的又是否有做到
有时候我是真的觉得身为别人女友的自己很失败
改变不了你却让你的心变更野了
原来容忍不需要天分
只要做错了决定...
这次我真的是感觉到什么叫累了
如果有一天我会选择抽身而出的话
那真的证明我无法再逼自己忍受下去了
也许我是应该选择去相信你
我有啊..
可是你做的一切令我觉得我真的不懂还要相信你多少次
我是真的希望你会改
你会放多一点心在我们的感情里
毕竟这五个月里不是一朝一夕的事
可以对一个人失望一次,两次
可是如果有第三次的话
很抱歉我是真的无法再把这段感情维持下去了
希望你真的会用那颗心去了解我真正要的到底是什么
...

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Latest Post.

This post is talk about last sunday
13/6
Last sunday after work and meet my dear frens=)
we went to BB Park ate
infront lowyat
there hv diffrent food let u to choose inside
japanese food,steak and more..
at last we choose to eat pangkok food
the restaurant name Pangkok Jam=)
the food there is so delicious
yummy^^
Exspecially the rice
it gt diffrent taste when u pt inside ur mouth.
Cute Sis;
Voon Fong wth the pinapple fried rice=D

Delicous~~

The sweet couple and the bday girl toO






3 Of Us;)
Let the last picture to end the stories here
anywhere
i would like to Wish my pretty cousin happy birthday here
mwak**




Hmmm
2 weeks holiday is finish
i'am really nt prepare yet my mood to study now
Lazy lazy and lazy
what can i do huh??@@
Somemore my shop was close ald
i lost my job..
yes,i'am really unhappy and i can't control my tears
my tears was drop down from my eyes when i want to leave the shop and the staff there
otherwise they all is malay ppl
but they are really so frienly and treat me like them sister
everytime when i'am moody them will care for me and gv me support
i feel happy and din hv any stress when work wth them
i did't think be4 our shop will close
but it really happened..
Haizz
Good luck to them and me toO
mayb nxt month will work at my fren shop
i'll miss u all my frens and don't try to 4get me kay
hehe=)
Ytd my dear suddenly came my house and tell me he off day
Lolz
when i listen someone is knock my house door
i feel vry afraid and did't think want open d door
xDD
he tell me surprize==
so we when to time square watch movie
The Karate Kid
be4 the show time we when to BBq Plaza had a dinner
and yesterday some ppl is spoil my mood!!
i really really did't try be4 this
did u all know wat happen to me?
gt a man hold a bowl of kicap i think
he is so careless!he drop the bowl of kicap at the floor
Ommg
and the kicap spill my half shirt==
that time me and my bf was get shock
sorry sorry..hey~
my shirt has gone..and the waitress all look at me that time
i dunno wat respond wanna gv the man
i feel like want scold him..bt at last i din do that
i jz eat abit and all my bf eat finish
cuz i ald no mood at all to finish my dinner!
after eat dear bring me to buy a new shirt and straight change it there
and the show time was delay ytd
9:40 delay til 10pm i think==
bt this time i din hv any regret to watch this movie
it was a great movie!
suggest all of u to watch this movie also=)
Hmm..nid to stop my writing here
wait my nxt post yea
Gdnitez all my readers
=]

Monday, June 7, 2010

Close!!!

Finally,i choose to close my chat box
cuz i'am so tired to saw those ppl are disturbing my blog
pls
don't ever write wat u like to write in my chat box
u're not suppose to use‘贱'this world to say ppl!
pls respect ppl and respect yourself too
so sorry my readers
i won't open back my chat box ald
anything jz post at the comment there
thx=)

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Kuala Selangor 1 day trip.

Wednesday
3/5
On The Way back to Dear hometown
Kuala Selangor=)
Not so much car on the road

Monkey!!!
xDD
sO excited when looking this

3smt like that reach there
dear back his house and meet his parents 1st
her mum was get shock when saw he back home
cuz he did't told her he will back hometown ytd
Surprise!!
ahahaha
after that go visit her lovely grandmum=)
My dear promise me say bring me to see夕阳下山
i don't think be4 kuala selangor gt a nice beach
bt this time i saw it..
i think is better than PD wan==



MY bf wth me
mwak*


Izit Look fat in this picha?
Heee


My beloved



♥♥♥

♥♥♥





WOw~
Take by mr Lee
=)
almost 7pm the sun is get down from the sky ald
really nice=)
Finally i saw the 夕阳下山ald
1st time saw a nice view like this
i feel vry happy that time
Thx the everything u gave me my lovely bf
appreciate it
END
Hmmm..Is time to bed now
GOODNIGHT my dear readers
^^
Holiday is coming soon!!
Yeaaa`

♥5 Months Anniversary♥

Tuesday was me and my bf mr Lee 5 months anniversary
Teehee;D
my dear was take off that day


Be4 going out
=)
Ermm
Decided to go Midvelley watch movie
we buy 10pm ticket^^
be4 that we go Kimgarry had a dinner 1st
Dear♥
Actually my frens told me'kidnapper' not a vry nice movie
bt i hope to watch so long be4 ald
so the last dicision i choose to watch 'kidnapper'
WELL
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the 1st of June is our 5 months anniversary
i feel happy cuz i have a good bf
ermm..
i think i use chinese to write out my feeling better
Hehee
这五个月说长不长说短不短
是可以说得来也不易=)
谢谢他这五个月来对我的包容以及疼爱
还有呢就请原谅我的脾气=p
希望我们还有更多的五个月
Wo

Ai

Ni

Mwakk**